I only took 136 pictures of Annie's birthday - Bob thinks I must have been sick! Either way it was a long and wonderful week - the kids started school and Annie turned two - pretty eventful!
Two years ago on Friday I went to the hospital for a scheduled c-section at 10 a.m. It had been a long pregnancy, considered extremely high risk due to my own health issues and the possibility that the baby might have some very major defects. We told very few people about all of the things that could happen but we had prayed for her safe arrival every day - 24 hours a day for months. The day we went into the hospital everything sort of hit us - and Bob and I realized after that we barely spoke on the way to the hospital - it was overwhelming to think of all that could go wrong and all that could go right - to know that in a few short hours we would meet Annie.
It took them many hours to get my IV started so we were very late for our scheduled delivery and there was a great deal of fuss made over the delay once we got into the operating room - there were alot of people on standby for me and the baby and they were not thrilled with wasting time without any patients. When Annie was finally delivered they let us see her quickly over the drapes and then whisked her away for all the speciailists to check her out. In less than 10 minutes she had an EKG, echocardiogram and blood panel done. Bob and I held our breath to get her in our arms and to our delight one of the nurses came over and whispered in my ear - "They've cleared her." I cried, sobbed and thanked her - Diana - the nurse who said the words that I had waited months and months and months to hear. Within minutes they wrapped Ann up and brought her to Bob - a miracle with not one of the defects that they anticipated and all of the spunk that we already knew she had from her intrautero playing! As we celebrated Annie and her birth on Friday I was struck by just how amazing she is and how quickly the miracle of her health and safe delivery were replaced by the everyday monontony of our lives. When did I stop putting my ear to her healthy beating heart and thank God for it's perfection? When did I stop looking into her eyes and remembering a time when I still didn't know what color they would be? I also realized that at one time I woke up and said a prayer for Bob and each of the kids - a short prayer for their day - their health, safety and the joy that they might find in that day - I stopped doing that when life got too busy! Of all the things that I could stop doing - that should be last on my list! So as we celebrated Annie's birthday this week I was reminded that my heart should remain grateful - for Annie, for Lizzie, Ellie, Bob, Peter and Molly - for the beautiful family we have and the way that each of them came into my life just as they were meant to - just as God intended them to. I am so blessed!
Sleepy girl in her Daddy's arms. How can you go wrong - binky, Grammy blankie and Daddy!
We had a wonderful week and Annie had a great birthday - I can't imagine a world without Ann - she brings so much love and joy to our house. Happy Birthday to our big 2 year old - we are so happy and grateful that you were born!
I have to give a shout out to another "daughter" of sorts - my incredible goddaughter, Chelsea, who shares a birthday with Ann. Chelsea is back at college in New Orleans but she is also an amazing miracle in my life and that of her family and friends - she is bright, creative, kind and loving and I could not be prouder of her if she was mine (I used to walk around and pretend she was all the time). So Happy 19th Birthday, Rosebud! I love you!
GNM - ILY!
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I've read this post 3 times in detail...love love love the photos of the kids...growing without me...and I shall liberate Lizzie from her spot in front of that front door soon enough:-) It's our turn because Lizzie was the only HW child I did not take out on a playdate last trip!!!
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